Tuesday, May 14, 2024

Away with Reasons

 From the 10th of May when I posted that I was looking for a coach, imagine those I reached out to failed me except a response from Victoria and Caroline psychologists on therapy route. Caroline defined her charge even without understanding what I was seeking. Victoria set a date to meet me on Tuesday(Today) at 9:00am. She neither showed up nor gave an apology. Is this the coaching world...does it mean we should face the world as it after training and believe in ourselves? Or should we avoid trying to be perfect? These and many other questions ringer in my mind. 

On the flipside I have been swallowing the bitter truth that Miramar International Foundation has not paid us the April Salary plus 3,000 used for uber from the airport. I have also been coming to the realization that one of my friend (as much as I thought) is not one but a traitor. He goes behind my back and discusses me with others. This is the betrayal of the highest order. He has my money that I would have used to pay my bills during this challenging moment of my life. 

I remain positive, I walk every Monday, Wednesday and Friday. Yesterday I walked for 30kms, so tomorrow since I have an engagement, I won't walk. I will be facilitating a session at Moi Girls Ngong Road for the Form 4s. My stay in Kenya is aligning and believe in the best that will come to me. I am fatigued and also demotivated. I seek God and opportunities to support my family and self.

I am Kiago

Nairobi Kenya